Twilight’s Chapter7

topics in ENT to be covered in final exams
Ear
1. ASOM
2. AOME
3. CSOM
4. Mastoiditis
5. FB in ear

Nose
1. AR
2. Acute and chronic sinusitis
3. NPC
4. Adenitis
5. Epistaxis
6. Nasal polyps
7. FB in nose

Throat
1. Acute and chronic tonsillitis
2. FB in throat

Others
1. OSA
2. Facial nerve palsy + causes + management
3. CHL and SNHL
4. Airway obstruction
5. Infections + deep neck abscess –>???

ORL-HNS
1. Tonsillectomy + Adenoidectomy
2. Mastoidectomy
3. FESS
4. Myringotomy + Grummet
5. Ant nasal washout

banyaknye…. tu pun tatau btul tak aku type sume topik utk viva tadi….

sabtu depan, ada kawan nak kawin….. hmm… nyesal plak mintak dia poskan kad kawin dia, sebab tak logik nye utk aku pegi…. shabana pun tak leh nak gi…. pegi dgn tak pegi, rasanya kebaikan lebih kalau tak pegi…

aku taknak jadi kedekut…. kedekut tak baik… aku nak jadi orang baik… tapi mana bleh, minggu ni je aku dah isi rm40 duit minyak, tapi bukan aku yang bawak!!!!!! hampes btul!! asal aku nak naik je tangki nak sampai E!! errhhhggghaksdlaksfndsjvkaniseflsdkvnckvamcva.sidvjisjomdklsfjblgkvhgcfrt!@#$%^&*() )(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()_
geram.
tak wat pe pun huda and ya takde, duk tgk movies korea kat utube. ngulang citer lama yg best… hari ni pening kepala, dah brape lama tak kuar rumah… makan tido tgk movie je kejenya… cuti aku ni happening btulll.. hmmpphh.. (happening la sangat..)
petang tadi bawak nabil gi laut.. dapat la jgk jalan2 amek udara segar… hahaha sebenarnya aku malas masak, gi drive-thru makan mcd kat tepi laut.. kekekekek….. cuti nak abes da…. takde perasaan pun nak start posting balik…

i like being her friend, she always listen to my stories, and most of my stories doesn’t suit her taste at all, its boring, contain selfishness, self-centered, but she always listen intently. i know from the look of her face that she hopes that my stories will be over soon, but me- i don’t care to stop, as long i can finished and express it all out, i wont stop talking, and she didn’t even say anything.

of course i would listen to her stories too, but she’d already arranged hers. which she thinks ‘not my type’ of stories to listen too, she won’t tell… sometimes, i have to ask what she has been doing over the weekend.. she’s active, always has things to do to fill up her free time, but i seldom or never join her. she writes a blogs about her activities, and i know how much she like what she’s doing..

simple, straight, naive, likes to read books about sunnah, dakwah.. she bought so many books about sunnah + cd’s…. when most of us watching western/eastern movies, she read and watch cd’s that she bought… she has many friends, most of the time when i came to her room, there’s always visitors… how little privacy she has most of her time, she doesn’t seems to mind at all.

i’m sorry that i have not been a good friend to u, but u will always be my BEST BUDDY.

at last, after a few months, now i got somthing interesting to talk about.. u see, for the last 2 years, i haven’t play sports, bcos.. hehe, of underlying reason…. i was pampered since standard 4, ppl always think i can play netball better, they always choose me to play without me saying a word, that somehow makes me feel important to the game… however, since last time at secondary school when i was at form 3, i couldn;t able to represent the school in sports because there was no luck, the teacher never see me played. so i was upset and starting to enter a not-so-sport club which was chess club… trying to get low profile and become inactive.. hehehe that was me in form 4 and 5.

in uia ktn, i tried to play netball when i was in year 1, but most of them see me as a person who lack skills and cannot play well… i often came to the game but cannot involved because i can’t make our team win. it hits me again for the 2nd time, so, i never enter any game, and never involve in any sports thereafter. they also didn;t ask me to join too.

what do i do in my free time and during the evening? at home i play badminton with my sis and bro, go to the beach for a jog, sometimes…. trying to get in shape. those activities i only do once in a month or so…

last 2 weeks, my friend asked me to join basketball… wait a min? i’ve never played basketball before, just played basketball games in the computer.. and back in school, basketball most often being played by chinese students. there was no one wants to enter the game anyway, and our team lacks team members, so i agreed. 2 years never involved in sports, now all in a sudden, i am participating in a game, hahaha… where can i find the stamina? some of my friends even look at me in shock, "you wanna play basketball?" or in other words, what they meant is, "can u really play? what? do u think i cannot play? actually, i was also unsure about myself…..but, finally, after 3 days of competition, it was fun and very enjoyable.. we won 2 out of 4 games…. i still love netball, and now im fond with basketball.

today… today is saturday…. today i went to picnic at balok…. the beach is dirty…. there are 2 dead fish and 1 dead crab at the beach… i found couples of sticks with bunch of grapes… the grapes looks like eggs, with fetus… the fetus looks like fish but when i look closely, it looks like cattlefish…. or is it obor2? (my friend told me obor-obor is the same as statue of liberty… foolish guy… ahakz sorry, no hard feelings eh… i know that was a joke)

well back to my standard 3 english essay… we played lots of games, actually not lots… i played 3, some played 2, some played 1, some none….. but overall it was a success… it was fun… i had to get back early cause i have to meet hanisah at 1pm, b4 that i had to do some shopping…

i went to eng hong balok, bought some groceries to cook nasi ayam… 11.40am, i started cooking lunch with my sister b4 went home at 1pm…. i had to ask hanisah to wait for me. at beserah, jammed!
reached megamall at 2.30pm, after trying hard to find a parking lot.. met hanisah at popular book store… i had to apologize to her so many times, waiting for me for 1 hour and a half.. thats too too bad of an attitude…

wanting to bought some movie tickets, but seeing the queue.. so long…. the possibility for us to get the tickets we want is 80% but the sit we want 0%. so, we cancelled our plan. i bought a new watch rm138, expensive, but im satisfied… actually i thought of giving this to huda if she hasn’t bought 1 yet…
later i sent hanisah back to matrik pahang, with dayah and tom. meet her family there, ate sate… there were a lot of dishes i wanted to try, including the cow’s cerebrum cause it looks like the fish eggs… unfortunately my stomach was full, so i was safe…hehehe
i reached home safely at 9.30pm, driving slowly cause i left my spec at home. even at night there were so many cars on the road…. shabana, i know u are reading this.. thanks for reading my essay….

the answer to my recent post.. i pass… Alhmdulillah, thanks to all who prayed for me…. looks like i’m in debt now…

now sitting in the computer room, at my sis’s house.. trying her new laptop compaq.. i wish i had bought this laptop. small, compaq, the keyboard is nice too. today, taking care of my two nieces sure is a lot of hard work. thats why many people who loves their career nowadays like to stay single. i used my 7am-4pm jus looking after them, no time for myself at all. when i tried to watch the television, they quarrelled. a lot. often. hmm, now i think taking care of my 2 nephews are a lot easier. cause i am used to them as they are to me.

i’ve just finished watching disney channel, i like their movies, not the cartoons, the real people movies or whatever u called that. interesting to watch, not bored, or maybe i am immature and likes to watch kids channel. but many adults love anime what…..

tomorrow going to my friend’s wedding. my sister said that the wedding is at the stadium where AF was being held. so, it is a large place and large amount of tables will be placed, and a large crowd of people going to be there and large amount of money must have been spend. i dont know whether my baju kurung is going to suit me for that place cause my sis remind me that KL people are different. in the way they dressed. much more elegant and stylish.. is it?

don’t know whether i have the strength for tomorrow. but im not going to be able to talk much tomorrow that for sure. no voice. i had this sore throat for a week still does not resolve. and now it feels like the sore going deeper deep to my chest. what im quite convinced of is that it is not an avian flu h5n1. cause there’s no chicken around me. can that be one of the reason to exclude it? huh, what have i been learning so far??? 

i feel sorry for my bro-in-law. he can’t sleep tonight. it is his turn to watch over the neighborhood. he must be > exhausted than me tomorrow. now i think it is a bad idea to invite my sis and her family to the wedding. they have their own duties to full-fill and they only have sunday as the day off. i am being selfish. this post is getting longer than i expected. uh, the-not-so-sleepy head is going to bed now.

Alhamdulillah xm dah abes…

setelah mendengar cerita huda pasal zahid, dapat gak aku menaip ni… eeishh zahid ni… pe nk jd la…

blk pasal xm, aik huda ni tak abes cite lagi ke??

okok, long case aku dpt case breast cancer ngn dato habarhajan singh.. baik nye dato!!! masa aku nak present case kat hujung katil patient, dato nampak kot aku nervous giler, pastu dia stop kan aku ajak aku pegi duduk kat sofa… baik nye dato!!! pastu dia dgr je aku present sampai abis, brape byk kali aku ckp "i’m sorry" sbb asik berterabur je bile present… tapi dia dgr je sampai abes… baiknye dato!!! pastu lps examined patient, dia ajak basuh tgn, pastu dia bg aku basuh tangan dulu, pastu masa aku tunggu dia, dia ckp gi duduk dulu… gentlemannye dato!!! long case aku smooth je… Alhmdulillah….

short case plak ngn prof kyaw n mr. z. berdebar2 gile masa prof kyaw nk tunjukkan aku patient… dapat patient yg ada tracheostomy… ya Allah, aku mmg tak penah tgk kes ni kat wad, ape lagi aku nk baca pasal ni… aku hanye baca psl ETT kul 9 pg tadi b4 exam.

prof kyaw: what is the indication for tracheostomy? aku: errr… prof kyaw: have u ever seen any patient with tracheostomy b4? aku: no. mr.z: never? u’ve been in the ward for 1 year, u never seen any case like this b4? aku: no. prof kyaw: ok, what’s the indication? aku: (pekehal dr. ni, lg aku ckp taktau lg dia tanye)….

aku main jawab je, mana yg logik dan ada kaitan aku try je jawab, yg mana jawapan yg Allah lintas kan dlm hati aku, aku jawab, dlm hati,  mintak2 la dr tukarkan aku patient lain.. tp lepas jawab complications for tracheostomy dan dr. kata sudah, u can leave now… aku rasa nk nangis time tu jgk…

dan mmg aku nangis pun, sampai kakak MLT tu tanye, awak ni kenape? aku: sedih.. tak dpt jawab soalan dr…

tak sangka dia pegi tgkkan markah aku, dia kata aku pass, tp pass kah aku? betul ke? reda sikit hati aku time tu jgk, tp betul ke ni? aku pass? dapat ke aku naik thn? ya Allah, pass kan lah aku dan kawan2 aku yg lain dlm xm kali ni….. amin…..

pagi sabtu ada kelas… seminar tajuknye nutritions in surgical patients… waarrrghhhh, aku tido je kejenya… tak baca satu ape pun, bangun-bgn dah pukul 6 pagi… mandi, solat, bukak buku… baru nak stat baca, dah terlelap… apehal mata aku nih… asik nak tido je kejenye….

walaupun chapter tu hanya 7 mukasurat, dari kul 7 sampai 8.30pg tak abis2 lagi aku baca… ni sume sbb ngntok punye pasal… pukul 9 pg, klas stat… dgn air-cond yg sejuknye, hati aku yg seram sejuknye sbb tak abes baca, menggeletar abis… mr. faidzal masuk je lecture hall, dia bg tugasan, within 1 hour jawab questions yg dia bg…

within 1 hour, mcm byk je masa tu, tp utk org yg tak abes baca mcm aku, susah jgk nak cari jawapan… huahua… teruk2…. last2, slide aku sorang je yg tak siap… dan aku la org plg last masuk lecture hall after 1 hour…. tp Alhmdulillah, masa pun dah nak abes, takyah present pun… nasib baik menyebelahi hari ini….

Synopsis:

Iwase Ken (Yamashita Tomohisa) wakes to one rude
awakening when he realizes that all this time, from primary school to
her marriage, he could not get himself to confess his love to her.
During the final moments of marriage ceremony, he realizes that he
should be the one standing at the alter next to his childhood friend
Rei. He wishes that he could go back in time to win her heart. A fairy
appears before him and gives him a chance to change the past! Can he
really go back in time and change his fate with Rei?

*in real life, if u miss that chance, i guess, there’s no way of turning back…. what happens, happens…. it’s what we call as fate.. but, what’s wrong if we use our own effort? it’s for the best! for your own good! come on! strive for your own happiness..!! rejection is better than not to try at all.. but who can bear that?*