Twilight’s Chapter7

i like being her friend, she always listen to my stories, and most of my stories doesn’t suit her taste at all, its boring, contain selfishness, self-centered, but she always listen intently. i know from the look of her face that she hopes that my stories will be over soon, but me- i don’t care to stop, as long i can finished and express it all out, i wont stop talking, and she didn’t even say anything.

of course i would listen to her stories too, but she’d already arranged hers. which she thinks ‘not my type’ of stories to listen too, she won’t tell… sometimes, i have to ask what she has been doing over the weekend.. she’s active, always has things to do to fill up her free time, but i seldom or never join her. she writes a blogs about her activities, and i know how much she like what she’s doing..

simple, straight, naive, likes to read books about sunnah, dakwah.. she bought so many books about sunnah + cd’s…. when most of us watching western/eastern movies, she read and watch cd’s that she bought… she has many friends, most of the time when i came to her room, there’s always visitors… how little privacy she has most of her time, she doesn’t seems to mind at all.

i’m sorry that i have not been a good friend to u, but u will always be my BEST BUDDY.

at last, after a few months, now i got somthing interesting to talk about.. u see, for the last 2 years, i haven’t play sports, bcos.. hehe, of underlying reason…. i was pampered since standard 4, ppl always think i can play netball better, they always choose me to play without me saying a word, that somehow makes me feel important to the game… however, since last time at secondary school when i was at form 3, i couldn;t able to represent the school in sports because there was no luck, the teacher never see me played. so i was upset and starting to enter a not-so-sport club which was chess club… trying to get low profile and become inactive.. hehehe that was me in form 4 and 5.

in uia ktn, i tried to play netball when i was in year 1, but most of them see me as a person who lack skills and cannot play well… i often came to the game but cannot involved because i can’t make our team win. it hits me again for the 2nd time, so, i never enter any game, and never involve in any sports thereafter. they also didn;t ask me to join too.

what do i do in my free time and during the evening? at home i play badminton with my sis and bro, go to the beach for a jog, sometimes…. trying to get in shape. those activities i only do once in a month or so…

last 2 weeks, my friend asked me to join basketball… wait a min? i’ve never played basketball before, just played basketball games in the computer.. and back in school, basketball most often being played by chinese students. there was no one wants to enter the game anyway, and our team lacks team members, so i agreed. 2 years never involved in sports, now all in a sudden, i am participating in a game, hahaha… where can i find the stamina? some of my friends even look at me in shock, "you wanna play basketball?" or in other words, what they meant is, "can u really play? what? do u think i cannot play? actually, i was also unsure about myself…..but, finally, after 3 days of competition, it was fun and very enjoyable.. we won 2 out of 4 games…. i still love netball, and now im fond with basketball.